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| 01:31pm 25/04/2006 |
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mood:  amused music: x
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i am just saying, i left this journal long ago... sometimes you need to leave things that are painful, i guess...
anyhoo, i really love this layout, though... i like the one on my new journal, but this one is wicked as well.
toodles! |
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| VAGINA |
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| 03:04pm 08/12/2004 |
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should i call my women's health zine Pandora's Cunt?????????? |
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| hot rock |
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| 02:03pm 26/11/2004 |
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mood: a thing? music: did you know kathleen and the chick from sleater kinney had
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marry me, kathleen hanna!!
so i had a vegan holiday.
i went to meeting and hung out with Friends.
i slept.
i made pesto. vegan pesto.
i drank wine.
today... i think i am going to volunteer at the steelworker's union.
and then write, a lot.
i am tired.
i am weary.
i oculd sleep for a thousand years.
a thousand dreams, that would awake me.
different colors made of tears.
it's not real, you don't need to tell me that it's not real |
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| don't talk like... |
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| 07:55pm 21/10/2004 |
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mood:  apathetic music: sleater kinny
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there's a part of me that works just like a child...
 I am The Sun
In the tarot the Sun symbolizes vitality and splendor. The Sun is definitely not a meek and retiring card. You have total confidence in yourself. You are not cocky, but profoundly sure of your power. You have unlimited energy and glow with health. You have a greatness about you and stand out brilliantly. Finally, you see and understand all that is happening within your sphere. When you see this card, know that you will be successful at all you undertake. Now is the time to let your light shine. For a full description of your card and other goodies, please visit LearnTarot.com
| What tarot card are you? Enter your birthdate.
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funnny. |
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| explanation |
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| 08:38am 20/10/2004 |
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mood:  disappointed
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we broke up. don't talk to either one of us about it.
she's living excile |
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| ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh |
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| 04:40pm 07/10/2004 |
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mood:  embarrassed music: me cough?
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the girl i was sorta involved with is online... do i talk to her?
what if she hates me? or still likes me?
or doesn't remeber me?
fucking.
today you're gonna be sick so sick |
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| oh brave new world |
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| 04:54pm 08/09/2004 |
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mood:  awake music: current book: brave new world
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when i was little, about 7-10, i always pictured myself marrying a girl. i thought we would meet when i was still young and that maybe as we got older she would have a kid, or i would have a kid. and we would have foster kids also.
i pictured us living in a house with different colored rooms. our room would be jungled painted, with leaves and flowers and trees and tigers... this was actaully somehting i thought about alot. i had a picture of our happieness
anyway, i wanted to write about that... cuz Elliot had sais sorta the same thing, but for some reason i hadn't remembered all of that.
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| left behind |
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| 12:40am 20/08/2004 |
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mood:  horny music: 1982 horror crap, the thing!
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wouldn't heaven be boring, anyway?
so, if anyne wants a postcard from california, they should email me or leave me a note with thier full address. no guarentees. but i am going card shopping tomorrow.
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| we will meet in the place where there is no darkness |
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| 10:52am 17/08/2004 |
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mood: anxious music: babes in toyland, playing in my head
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event?
it's so wierd how i sort of don't like it here and sort of love it... howcan you want to live in a place where there are homeless almost everywhere, where flowers are poisonness, where the streets and sidewalks are dirty, where...
but the houses, are so pretty and brightly colored, there are so many flowers, bright colored ones. and fucking Trader Joe's.
i've been to two AA meetings with my brother. makes me feel better about him going there, i guess. i mean, now that i've sen what they do and the kind of environment it is. it just seems really loving. but also sad.
1984 just reminds me of sex. |
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| bluebityblueblueblue |
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| 10:35am 16/08/2004 |
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mood:  sleepy music: killer clowns from outerspace
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i love children
so, camping was fun and fucking cold
everything is cold, i hate the east bay
not really
too cold
watching killer clowns from outerspace with my brother, fucking ausome. really tired, miss everyone. |
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| holy shit! puppets at the library! |
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| 01:49pm 23/06/2004 |
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mood: sleepy music: the empire strikes first!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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i'm so tired... and now i have to go to metro state and talk to this woman about my senoir project and possibly convence her to work with me on it...
guess i shoulda told irene.
also, i woud rather be sleeping right now, at wil's house. his parents better go on vacation.
so, the other day, i was watching the images on tv, with the sound off, and listening to Bad Religion (god's love) and the Ferinheight 911 comercial came on and it mathed so well i cried...
rather be sleeping. i think i'll go eat lunch.
"and what i'm frightened of, is that they call it god's love!
my pain is god's love" |
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| FLARNIE |
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| 01:11pm 23/05/2004 |
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mood: chipper music: FLARNIE
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also, dont date humans...
only robots and mythological creatures. |
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| 02:13pm 16/04/2004 |
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mood: anxious
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DAN HAUSER IS GOING TO DIE!!!!! |
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| fuck you!!! |
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| 03:49pm 12/04/2004 |
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mood:  pissed off
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you're a stupid little rich white boy that cant admitt he's gay and doesn't kow shit!!!!! you need to shut the fuck up and actually think before you fucking speak and maybe, just maybe, consider the fact that there are other fucking people in the world!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
maybe, i'm a fucking fag, maybe i'm a radical feminist or even a fem-terrorist to you, but at least i admitt it to myself and those around me instead of acting like a pompus ass who denies everything. you're just as big a fag as anyone but you just wanna make your daddy happy! |
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| 03:39pm 09/04/2004 |
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mood:  drunk
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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
SIGH
AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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| who loves the sun? |
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| 03:47pm 08/04/2004 |
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mood:  confused
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leprechauns are the best ever...
i feel like civilazation has fucked everyone and humans were an evolutionary mistake... knowing (thinking) that how can i care what happens? or how i can i not just take it all down? i guess i really feel like it's all lost.i also feel like no one actually reads this part, so if you leave me a comment with the answer to this question i will give you a hug: who did the song 'who loves the sun' ? now, to emmbed this in a paragraph so no one knows... i see to have an obsession with embeding things so no one knows.
i also like nerds. especailly ones that are misunderstood and like nerdy stufff.
i put a mirror on top the marilyn face on my wall at school.
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